I don't say no to Loverboy during that week. Because first of all I'm too damn horny and secondly he spoils me so much in bed through the rest of the month that I feel like I have to return the favour - which I thoroughly enjoy. So I let him do/get what ever he wants through that week 
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I have all the characteristics of a human being: blood, flesh, skin, hair; but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for greed and disgust. Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don't know why. My nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days. I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy.
I think my mask of sanity is about to slip.
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