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Well I am back from Ohio, and I started my new job with Sprint PCS Tech support. So I have been training nights and its alot to learn, so I have kinda not had to deal with anything other then that for the most part. But things are still right where they were, just sitting in limbo waiting to get with a decent therapist. Its still hard and I still want things to work out, but things are looking bleak. Trying now to concentrate on the things I did not like about her so I am not so depressed.
I am almost to the point of just wanting some closure so I know whether or not I can move on. Right now I feel if I were to go out and hook up with someone it would ruin my chances of getting back with her.
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It's hard to remember we're alive for the first time
It's hard to remember we're alive for the last time
It's hard to remember to live before you die
It's hard to remember that our lives are such a short time
It's hard to remember when it takes such a long time
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