Ive never fantasized about rape exactly, but one time I had a dream that I tied this girl I had a crush on up and kept kissing her thighs, she wasnt fighting or telling me to stop or anything (in the dream), but you know, she was tied up and shit... I dont know. I felt pretty bad about it, it worried me a lot that that was what my sub conscious mind would come up with. I dont really liek admitting it to be honest.
As for being raped, definitely not. Mentally and emotionally I dont think I copuld ever accept anything like that.
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The Gospel of Thomas
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