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Paul67 · 10-26-2004, 10:53 AM

Actually, the thought of it makes my mouth water. Now you have to know where I'm coming from to understand what is driving me. First --I've never done it. I'm older than most of you I believe. I've also been treated for prostate cancer. This involved implanting more than 60 redioactive "seeds" into my prostate and treating me with Lupron, which really is a large injection of female hormones, one shot each three months for 18 months. The radioactive seeds probably killed my prostate --I experience orgasm now, but there is no ejaculate, since the prostate is produciing no seminal fluid. The female hormones counteracted my own testosterone, which removed all desire, and caused the loss of most of my body hair.

After a short time of gratitude at defeating cancer, for the time being anyway, I, being a life-long horny guy, missed the desire and the action associated with being a sexual being. I tried to regain these treasured pastimes by imaging sex acts, looking at porn, thinking about giving oral sex to ladies, something I always loved, even tried using the hose from a shop vac on my limp dink. I opened my mind to all sorts of thoughts, even contriving some, most always about giving oral sex. I started to regain some desire, my body hair started to come back, and I became able to have a semi erection. During my fantasies about giving oral, occasionaly I began to visualize a nice clean hard cock and found this to be quite stimulating. After a while at all types of visualizations, my libido came back to some extent, and the cock scenes started to be attached to my best buddy, someone I've known for more than 25 years.

I am now at the stage of having a fairly strong sex drive, no outlet except masturbation, and looking forward to resuming active participation with another person. I should mention that my wife has taken the opportunity to tell me that she is no longer interested in having sex, and has given her blessing to my looking elswhere, as long as she doesn't know about it. I've given her oral a couple times and will probably continue that, but I'm also discussing my situation with my best buddy via email and it looks like that is in the future as the opporrtunity arises. I'm also flirting with a neighbor lady and I'm looking forward to being a horny bastard for the rest of my life, in one way or another.

Comments, invitations? Actually I do not intend to be wildly promiscuous.

Paul67

10-26-2004, 10:53 AM	#112 (permalink)
Paul67 Upright	Actually, the thought of it makes my mouth water. Now you have to know where I'm coming from to understand what is driving me. First --I've never done it. I'm older than most of you I believe. I've also been treated for prostate cancer. This involved implanting more than 60 redioactive "seeds" into my prostate and treating me with Lupron, which really is a large injection of female hormones, one shot each three months for 18 months. The radioactive seeds probably killed my prostate --I experience orgasm now, but there is no ejaculate, since the prostate is produciing no seminal fluid. The female hormones counteracted my own testosterone, which removed all desire, and caused the loss of most of my body hair. After a short time of gratitude at defeating cancer, for the time being anyway, I, being a life-long horny guy, missed the desire and the action associated with being a sexual being. I tried to regain these treasured pastimes by imaging sex acts, looking at porn, thinking about giving oral sex to ladies, something I always loved, even tried using the hose from a shop vac on my limp dink. I opened my mind to all sorts of thoughts, even contriving some, most always about giving oral sex. I started to regain some desire, my body hair started to come back, and I became able to have a semi erection. During my fantasies about giving oral, occasionaly I began to visualize a nice clean hard cock and found this to be quite stimulating. After a while at all types of visualizations, my libido came back to some extent, and the cock scenes started to be attached to my best buddy, someone I've known for more than 25 years. I am now at the stage of having a fairly strong sex drive, no outlet except masturbation, and looking forward to resuming active participation with another person. I should mention that my wife has taken the opportunity to tell me that she is no longer interested in having sex, and has given her blessing to my looking elswhere, as long as she doesn't know about it. I've given her oral a couple times and will probably continue that, but I'm also discussing my situation with my best buddy via email and it looks like that is in the future as the opporrtunity arises. I'm also flirting with a neighbor lady and I'm looking forward to being a horny bastard for the rest of my life, in one way or another. Comments, invitations? Actually I do not intend to be wildly promiscuous. Paul67 Last edited by Paul67; 10-26-2004 at 10:56 AM..