I am glad to see that you are thankful for the responses, will you go get help now? I can not comment regarding you or your husband as people, but I do hope that you will be smart enough to get help. You have taken a step, and a good one, BUT this is not the help you need beyond affirmation that you and the hubby have some serious issues.
I hope you are not stupid, sorry for the harsh word, enough to think that you can solve this yourself, the odds are against you. What the odds do favor is you or your husband being jailed, seriously hurt or one of you killing the other, or worse still, both of you dying.
Tell me, do you see your unborn children in each other's eyes? If you do, remember one thing: It aint gonna happen if one of you kills the other or you are both dead.
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