trevlya006

----------------------------october 9-------------------------------------
ok well heres my update..

yesterday was homecomming and she went with her boy friend.. i went to hot import nights at the IX center in cleveland and it was amazing.. now i realize that i really have a thing for asian girls..

she told me that i should have gone to home comming also, and i said that it was impossible because i cant get a ticket for i have graduated and she said she would have gotten me one..

RIGHT LIKE THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN AWESOME TO HANG OUT WITH HER AND HER BOY FRIEND AT HOME COMMING..

ok well my buddy and i went to McDonalds and she called me and was like hey i want to come see you, where are you at? and i told her that i was at McDonalds with a girl, and she got really questionable about who i was with and i told her it didn't matter and she goes yes it does.. but then i told her i wasn't with a girl.. but it was interesting to hear her flip out about it.. but anyway she came to McD's and i talked to her for a little bit with her and her boy friend, and not to make anything obvious i started joking around with my buddy and writing things in the dirt/dew on my car, and she said oh well i can tell you dont want to talk to me so i am going to leave. and i told her that wasn't true, but it kind of is getting to that point now..

i am not sure what to think about what is going on, she said she likes to tease me alot, and in which case i dont think i should have to settle for that at all. it kind of pisses me off.. when i talk to her i really want to, but it seems like she is just a flirt..

and we had a discussion about her dumping her boy friend, and she said she was going to but i bet her she wouldn't and today she said that she cant do it for more than the reasons of:
1 hes poor
2 he is immature
3 he has no future in mind
4 he only talks about his skate board
5 hes boring
6 and the list goes on..

so obviously its "something else" but who knows what it could really be..

like said earlier i do like her but i am thinking its just time to move on and not deal with her anymore so that i dont have to feel i am not going to get things working, OR i need to just tell her that i fucking like her and that she has to dump her boyfriend so that i can go out with her..


but i wont do it and continue to make myself sad about it for no reason..

thanks,
-trev

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----------------------------last night------------------------------------
ok so i talked to her about some of the things that she had said and she was like the,:
Chr "you just need a good girl"
Tre "well i am looking"
Chr "maybe you need to stop looking an check right in front of you"

"oh you must have cought me when i was falling asleep"

and i replied, "no it was about 9:30"

she said "oh...."

also she said she wants someone to decide moves for her so i told her, "DUmp andrew and go out with me" then decided that i should throw something else in there.."or go out with someone else.."

and i told her that i felt i interefered with her relationship and she started freaking out and was like, "dont do this to me, your the only one who dosn't want anything from me"

and so i told her "oh well i guess its time to go fish in another pond"

and started some metaphoric things with the old man and the sea and about how he had the fish of his dreams, but right before he got back to shore to tell people and show them the fish got away..

i am not quite sure if she got it all or not, but pretty much i told her she was my uncatchable fish..

also i told her that its weird when i talk to her about some certain things like her b/f and when i see them together its just akward and that i didn't feel in a place..

but on a good note she said she would give me a hug haha

thants all..

guess its not working and i have wasted 2 months of my life on a dumb immature bia

thanks
-trev
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