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Breasts are a pain
So I am one of those woman that have had her mammogram early.. Started about 5 years ago when I was 30. I have to have one every year, I am actually glad when it's over typically. The first one I had they found a couple of 'spots' on my left breast, so I had to go for an ultrasound.. Luckily it was just cysts and was over and done with.. Nothing for the next 3 years. Yay. So Sat I got and get my yearly mam, which is almost a full year late, thanks to the money and insurance gods.. I get a call this morning. We need you to come back in for a diagnostic mammogram and an ultrasound. While being incredibly nervous, I just kinda shut down today and well did nothing. I wanted to crawl into bed but just thought better of it.
So I am waiting to hear when my appointment is, of course they don't get back to me today, making me wait another day + however long til the appointment. I can't help but think the worse. I am not a optimist. Took me 32 years to find love and to have a orgasm I didn't do. Murphy is hiding in my closet and makes at least 1 thing a month go wrong.. Hope like hell this wasn't the one this month.. :P
Anyhow just babbling, didn't feel like journal writing just wanted to write..
Kit
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