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Fear not good people of the TFP.
I had a good talk with my parents (first time since this all has really happened) and they have talked some sence into me. I am going to get myself back into college, or actually just take a few business administration classes at the local community college. I want to start a coffee shop. It also just so happens that my Dad knows a guy who started one in dayton OH a year ago and has made good money from day one. So I thinking as soon as I get my house cleaned out that I am going to take a drive up to OH for a week or two and work with this guy. I can also see my brothers, a sister and my grandfather while I am there. And see a buckeye game. It would give me a goal to attain and something to look forward to.
For the first time a a few years I really think this is what I am supposed to do. Also I am going to keep the kids, my parents said they will do anything they can to help with them, and my mom said she would practically raise them herself if I would go to school. I think it would be best for the kids to stay here at my parents house at least untill my wife is done with college, and then we can figure it out from there.
Its getting late so off to bed I go, and for the first time in a few weeks I am not depressed thinking about it.
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It's hard to remember we're alive for the first time
It's hard to remember we're alive for the last time
It's hard to remember to live before you die
It's hard to remember that our lives are such a short time
It's hard to remember when it takes such a long time
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