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I know how you feel, I was betrayed as well by the girl I was completly in love with, that was about 2 years ago and she has since married however no matter how horrid she made me feel I am incredibly still in love with her. The feelings I still have for her have been preventing me from getting close to anyone since then. Even people I know I should care about, I have become essentially numb. She seems to come along every once in awhile to entice my feelings again, and no matter how much I know its the wrong thing in the long run, the occasional times I get to see her end up being my only relief.
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