What you said describes my life also.
I was with someone 6 years who cheated right before we were married. Now I have someone new who is very trustworthy but I find the old doubts creeping right back in all the time. It is almost like they sabbatoge my happiness.
All I can tell you is what I tell myself. You cannot worry about things like that otherwise you will drive yourself crazy. There is no way to guess the future. Everything will work out as it should and you have to have faith in that.
I know it is hard. I struggle everyday of my life.
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