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werd.. i do need to just put it out there.. and its not the fact that i want to lose my V card.. its the fact that i am looking for a relationship..
and i dont make myself available for her to come see me.. i do not know why she canme into mcD in a home comming dress, but its not my fault.. and its not like i said oh please come visit me i am so sad.. she said she wanted to see me..
i hate it, and i dont usually answer my cell but if i dont answer it eventually she will call my house at 12:45 in the morning and piss off my parents.. so sometimes i need to answer..
and i dont want to be an emotional dumping ground for her and frankly it blows because i have no one to dump my feelings/emotions on..
ehh
i am not EMO enough! AHAH!
but thanks,
i am going to put it flat out
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