Hi... one point really sticks out to me. You always planned on baseball being you profession, but now you realize that you want to do something else as far as jobs go. I knew since I was 9 I wanted to be a programmer, worked with computers since I can remember. After working a few years in that field I realized I didn't enjoy it near as much. I hope you stick with playing or maybe coaching at least, having your favored passtime seperate from work is really better in my opinion.
I'm working some job that really doesn't matter, but I have my techie computer addiction to bring me joy aside for the normal work. As far as what to do or what to aim for.... I am at a loss. I'm 24 now, and am still getting on my feet after several ups n down.
Stick with school, if you get burnt out and can afford it, take some classes just for fun. Even if its just something to do until you find a true calling in life, you'll never regret going through with your education. (My biggest regret is throwin in the towel and partying fulltime instead.)
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