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I was talking to her today and she was saying that my threat of taking the kids is ok with her. She needs her time to get her school work done and so on. She was telling me how she wanted a few things now like the washer and dryer and the king size bed. She said she was talking to her friend who went through a divorce and how she was able to get the things she wanted by trying to go after the things her husband wanted. So I told her I would make it really easy, I said that I will get everything except for what I give her. If she does not like that then I can let her have the kids and I will just pay her child support, which she knows she cannot do and still go to school. Also I said if she wants to let me have the kids that I would file for child support. She has not done very much homework cause she was suprised when I said that and she said well you can't get much from me. I said that you have to pay support before you get anything. So she just changed the subject.
I was doing better today thinking about what it would be like to date again. Kissing a girl for the first time. That feeling you get in your stomach is something I have not felt in a while. But then I had to see her tonight and it all went down hill from there.
Some advice for you all who are not married, think long and hard about it before you do.
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It's hard to remember we're alive for the last time
It's hard to remember to live before you die
It's hard to remember that our lives are such a short time
It's hard to remember when it takes such a long time
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