I have pretty much the same history as you, except I started at 12 and knew it was masturbation. Don't count on a wet dream happening just because you don't yank it. Not everyone has wet dreams, whether they masturbate or not.
As for the getting to sleep, you'll eventually get used to it and fall asleep fairly easily, that's an adjustment I've had to make since going to college, I was used to beating off at least once a night before going to sleep.
As for the becoming more irritable, you have a need that's not being met, and that makes anybody irritable. As for the being horny all the time, your just concentrating on the feeling now because you don't satiate the need. And trust me your sex drive is either normal, or we both have problems.
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