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It has crossed my mind (about her having an affair). But I trust her (may be my mistake....)
But like I've said before, the lack of sex is almost definetly related to her birth control. She used to be crazy horny all the time....but then she started the BC and it slowly disappeared. She would drive 30 minutes just to sex me up on my lunch break everyday and then go back home/school.
And yes everyone, I know sex isn't the most important thing...but I didn't have sex until I was 25...and it was with her. I'm 28 now....so I have a lot of fucking to make up for. I am a bit oversexed...but I always have been, and she knows that.
I also know that birthday sex isn't a gaurantee....but as horny as I am all the time, she could at least give me something...I never ask for anything on my birthday/christmas/valentine's day...except for her to quit smoking. So a 15 minute sex session isn't too much to want. I also never ask for sex anymore (like some of you suggested I do on my birthday) because I'm sick of getting the courage to try and start something just to get shot down....it stopped me from asking/initiating anything. She knows this as well.
As for her birthday....I do whatever I can. I am not a rich person but I sacrifice my needs for her wants. I'm not trying to say that I do everything and she does nothing, because that isn't the case at all. I know she loves me, and I love her, but I just am a big asshole when it comes to not getting sex.
Maybe I should go to Sexaholics Anonymous or something...
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