Confidence bro
Since you're at college, i'm guessing that there's a free weight room/ rec center there. If you want, go there for 30 minutes a day, or 45 minutes every other day and work out. You'll begin to feel better about yourself and notice changes after a while. When that happens, you'll slowly but surely become more confident about yourself. Also, if you want, look for clubs that interest you, don't be afraid to show up alone, and go to events. Most clubs are looking for new freshmen to become involved so that they may become future club leaders. From what i've seen, almost everybody in college is nice. I went to almost all the events in my college's Chinese American Student Association, and now i'm pretty popular w/ them, and i feel like i have a group of friends that i can hang out with (aside from my high school friends
). This definitely bolsters my confidence.
Also, what i've noticed about a lot of girls in college, is that it's not so much about looks as it is about your personality. So, try to remain upbeat and confident
.
A couple of weeks ago, when i first came to college, i was in the same boat as you. After failing miserably with my prom date, i became utterly desperate, and lost, since in college you no longer have that safety net that you constructed in high school. But, i got out there, joined a bunch of clubs, am uber busy now, and i no longer have those gnawing feelings of loneliness anymore.
If you really want to, buy a fake vagina, at least you'll technically still be a virgin. Having not lost mine yet either, i think that it's best to wait for someone you love. From what i've felt and percieved, sex with someone you love and casual sex are completely different. Don't be afraid to get your rocks off with your hand to quell those primal urges
