Eowyn_Vala

Irresponsible

Flames of passion, of fire
to be in love, to want love
is to be fickle
it is to dream about things
that are unattainable
does love exist?
yes, but why?
the silence screams in agony
the pain so strong
who is the cause?
both are to blame
one for irresponsible dreams
and the other for irresponsible actions


Knowing

A shiver of the soul
a tear falls
emotion welling up inside
longing to be free
begging to be released
not giving in, she holds it back
knowing that if she gives in
it will all start over
everything she has built will be destroyed
just as it always is when he walks by
does he know how he affects her?
she prays he doesn't because
then she wouldn't be able to face him
she wouldn't be able to face herself



Can You Let Me Go

You say you love me!
How much?
Do you love me enough to let me go?
Enough to let me walk away?
And then if it is meant to be we will find a way.
Is your love strong enough to deal with that?
Can you let me go?
Do you understand why I have to?
I want to be with you but I'm hurt.
When I'm not with you, I want to scream and yell
for all of the hurt and pain you've caused
yet when I am with you I find myself bending.
I bend to forgive you!
I love you enough to fogive you,
but have you forgive yourself?
When I am around you the bad times fade away
leaving only the good.
But life is not just the good
the bad must be remembered
so mistakes are not repeated.
My heart is breaking even more
something I didn't think was possible,
but I have to walk away and figure all this out
if I don't-- then what have I learned?
What has been accomplished?
How long will you love me when I can't stand up to you?
How long will I love you when I haven't taken the time
to find out how things could have been?


I Need

I feel so desolate
lost and alone
I dont' know where to turn
or what to do
it seems people don't want to talk to me
some people won't talk to me
what do I do?
How do I solve the problem?
How do I find a solution
when the problem isn't clear?
I'm so confused.
One minute everythign seems to be working out
then the next everything is worse than ever.
How can I go on?
How can I make the decisions I need to
when I know I will make someone unhappy
I need to decide
But how do I choose?
Why do I have to?
How can I do this?

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Cain: I know what you're doing. I've lead troops into battle before.
DG: And, how am I doing?
Cain: Well, there's less *hugging* when I do it