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Dude, as an eighteen year old girl, I must say: WAIT TO LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY TO SOMEONE YOU KNOW WILL APPRECIATE YOU FOR MORE THAN YOUR FREAKING MONEY! Do not go out and get yourself a prostitute, even if you DO have such a low self-esteem (trust me, I had a horrible self-esteem until I got into the wonderful relationship I'm in now)- a whore may have diseases, will probably fake orgasms (which isn't fun), and will probably not be too hot.
Now, for the fake vagina- it's not going to give you any diseases, but it's going to feed your depressed state. Get out and start making relationships, and stop feeling sorry for yourself. I've been in your position and although my esteem isn't super high, it's way better now that I have someone that I know cares about me.
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