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gentlesoul43 · 10-02-2004, 01:32 AM

Today is not a good day.

My good friend, who was also sleeping with me, had told me earlier that we should stop seeing each other this way. She has someone abroad and don't feel all that right doing what we were doing. Well, I said OK, although we still get a little intimate whenever we meet up.

Today I saw her holding hands with someone else. Sigh.. I knew someday she would break my heart. Was just wondering how and when. Looks like I got my answer. I shouldn't be surprised.. after all, she's done it before (10 year ago) and I know I'm not supposed to feel anything about it, but I am.

I did want to have a purely good friend with benefits arrangement and if it had ended on mutual terms, I would have been happy that I had it anyway. What I don't get is why she's decided to hide this new relationship from me. After all, we are best of friends and she tells me everything. Or so I thought. I guess I'm pissed not because she was out with someone else, but that she's led me to believe that there was no one else but me and the other guy abroad.

Oh well... it still sux. I wonder what she'll say to me in her defense? She doesn't need to, but I think she'll know that I'm hurt by it.

There ya go.. another experience of how an FB relationship with a friend can be more than just good fun.

10-02-2004, 01:32 AM	#95 (permalink)
gentlesoul43 Tilted	Today is not a good day. My good friend, who was also sleeping with me, had told me earlier that we should stop seeing each other this way. She has someone abroad and don't feel all that right doing what we were doing. Well, I said OK, although we still get a little intimate whenever we meet up. Today I saw her holding hands with someone else. Sigh.. I knew someday she would break my heart. Was just wondering how and when. Looks like I got my answer. I shouldn't be surprised.. after all, she's done it before (10 year ago) and I know I'm not supposed to feel anything about it, but I am. I did want to have a purely good friend with benefits arrangement and if it had ended on mutual terms, I would have been happy that I had it anyway. What I don't get is why she's decided to hide this new relationship from me. After all, we are best of friends and she tells me everything. Or so I thought. I guess I'm pissed not because she was out with someone else, but that she's led me to believe that there was no one else but me and the other guy abroad. Oh well... it still sux. I wonder what she'll say to me in her defense? She doesn't need to, but I think she'll know that I'm hurt by it. There ya go.. another experience of how an FB relationship with a friend can be more than just good fun. Last edited by gentlesoul43; 10-02-2004 at 02:52 AM..