I tried bringing up my feelings on this with my girlfriend again, and it didn't go very well. Everytime I try to talk with her about it she becomes upset, she started crying, and she just becomes very defensive. We basically came to the agreement that there will be no sex and that while I can pleasure her, because I'm so nervous it's ok that I can never cum myself. So in other words, the understanding is that I get to get her off but since I'm so nervous she's fine with never doing it for me. I still do not feel good about our sexual relationship, and I feel terrible right now.
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