Somewhere in all that you mentioned meeting someone new, and enjoying that feeling, but then you go right back to what the ex is doing... Honestly, let it go, get on with your life, you'll meet plenty of people who are much less draining on you, and are better for your spirit.
Your ex seems like she's getting a taste of independence and is enjoying it, perhaps she's not handling it as maturely as others might, but it's her choice and her decision, she's not treating you well, so why would you want to put up with that? She's playing a lot of games right now and that's just tiresome, take a break from it, and see how you feel in a few months.
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Free your heart from hatred. Free your mind from worries. Live simply. Give more. Expect less.
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