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OK, today I think things are going a bit better. we had sex the other day and it was good. She told me that she masterbated with the vibrater that I bought her nearly a year ago and she hasn't used untill now. Which is cool, till I made the mistake of asking her what she was thinking about. And she admitted to thinking about some guy she met at work that drives a new RX8. So I am like OK well I can't be mad at her right cause I look at porn on the internet when I masterbate so no big deal right? Then later tonight I was able to get my mom to watch the kids and I went to her work to watch the Bengals game and to find out when she got off so we could do something. And she said that she was planning on going out with some friends and she acted like she did not want me to come with. so I asked what was up and she was just like "I just don't like hanging out with you at a bar, its weird. So I left and picked up the kids and went home. now I am pissed and just writing on here for some therapy. But really don't I have a right here to be a bit upset?
Also I am a bit drunk so sorry if its poorly written
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It's hard to remember we're alive for the first time
It's hard to remember we're alive for the last time
It's hard to remember to live before you die
It's hard to remember that our lives are such a short time
It's hard to remember when it takes such a long time
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