thanks everybody for your help.
I just called her and tried to get a confession out of her for treating me badly, I said that any future friendship we had was contigent upon her trying to understand what she has done to me and what she has done to her son is wrong. I told her I didn't expect immediate realization, but an attempt to at least play with the ideas. She refused, insisting she did nothing wrong to me: never cheated, never lied (she did), and had sincere love for me. I believe that she never cheated, but her love couldn't have been strong if she went from telling me that if I proposed marriage she would accept to kissing another guy within the space of 3.5 WEEKS.
Well, it got into a huge argument...she thinking I was calling her to attack her insecurity (that she has a poor relationship with her son), I regret calling her, I should have just let it go...but I wanted to try to help her one last time. Big mistake. Now I'm feeling worthless again.
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