I agree about the 'love' as an emotion and not a pillar for a long lasting relationship. I have never made a life long commitment to her, nor I have implied it; however, we have 'lightly' touched the surface on the topic one or two times (and I mean lighlty). And yes...i am the romantic one. When we first began our relationship, I wrote poems to her, created artwork, made music CDs, and so on. But now, I don't have the motivation to do that. I have seen less, and less of her over the past months. She has not lost interest in me....I know that....but I have...and I feel like shit when I feel like that....I even met a girl one evening without her knowledge. No...nothing happened. But I can help knowing that was wrong.
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