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Averett · 09-15-2004, 04:37 AM

I'm not even sure what to do anymore. It's getting bad, really bad. I don't know how I'll be able to pay upcoming bills.

I need to go grocery shopping. I need dishwashing liquid. I need soap.

I don't have much food. I have some chicken, pasta, cheese, sauce. I made a PB&J sandwich for lunch today with the last of my peanut butter. I have a full jar of jam that I could use for sandwiches here at work. And dinner too if it comes to that. Luckly I have my parents. I had dinner there last night and I'll be going again tonight. But that causes another problem - gas money. That little bit of distance adds up.

This Friday is my friends birthday. There are plans to go to a local pub to see a band play, but I don't think I'll go. There's the $10 cover charge. And I'd buy her a birthday drink as it would be the only thing I could do in the way of presents, so that would be another $5. Sadly I can't justify the cost. I'll call her tonight, I hope she'll understand. But I don't think she will.

I've mentioned doing this before but I've put it off. I'm going to put up a lot of stuff on Ebay. I have quite a few things that I can sell. When I do that I'll put a link up here, you lovely people here can have first dibs. I'm going to look into used CD stores and get rid of some CD's that I don't listen to. Books as well, I have so many books that I can get rid of. And video games. I bought Simpsons Hit & Run and I don't think I ever played it. And I wonder why I have financial problems...

I've fucked myself over basically. And it's going to last so long. It'll take years to pay off my credit card debts. I'll be lucky if this debt is gone by the time I'm 35.

09-15-2004, 04:37 AM	#162 (permalink)
Averett Is In Love Location: I'm workin' on it	I'm drowning I'm not even sure what to do anymore. It's getting bad, really bad. I don't know how I'll be able to pay upcoming bills. I need to go grocery shopping. I need dishwashing liquid. I need soap. I don't have much food. I have some chicken, pasta, cheese, sauce. I made a PB&J sandwich for lunch today with the last of my peanut butter. I have a full jar of jam that I could use for sandwiches here at work. And dinner too if it comes to that. Luckly I have my parents. I had dinner there last night and I'll be going again tonight. But that causes another problem - gas money. That little bit of distance adds up. This Friday is my friends birthday. There are plans to go to a local pub to see a band play, but I don't think I'll go. There's the $10 cover charge. And I'd buy her a birthday drink as it would be the only thing I could do in the way of presents, so that would be another $5. Sadly I can't justify the cost. I'll call her tonight, I hope she'll understand. But I don't think she will. I've mentioned doing this before but I've put it off. I'm going to put up a lot of stuff on Ebay. I have quite a few things that I can sell. When I do that I'll put a link up here, you lovely people here can have first dibs. I'm going to look into used CD stores and get rid of some CD's that I don't listen to. Books as well, I have so many books that I can get rid of. And video games. I bought Simpsons Hit & Run and I don't think I ever played it. And I wonder why I have financial problems... I've fucked myself over basically. And it's going to last so long. It'll take years to pay off my credit card debts. I'll be lucky if this debt is gone by the time I'm 35.