Menoman

Maybe I'm lucky, maybe I'm stupid. Who knows? I sure as hell don't.

A girl I'll call "J" was in my life, about 7 years ago me and J met at a mutual friends house. It's been about 5 years since she has sinced moved away.

How is it... with all the people I've dated in the last 5 years, our of every one of those guys and girls... Not a single one can compare to J? Every first or second date I go on I can't stop thinking about J. I say first of second because they hardly ever get past the 2nd because there's just no spark, nothing.

I'll be honest with myself, some of the people were more attractive than J, but there's no comparison.

I've sat here for about the last 3 hours, just writting a letter I'll never send to her, it ends up about 8 pages, front back. Just feel like feeling sorry for myself today I guess.



Have a good day all, if you find someone who you truly care for, Never treat them badly, always keep them happy, take saccrifices when they are neccessary, buy them something for no fucking reason... Just don't lose them.

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