Originally Posted by jusfeel

Not really banned in china. Just not popular. I know what book is. But how can you get information? How can you trust people? You have to trust them after you feel really the same way. They told me that the trouble in my mind is not only trouble, it's disaster for the country. Yes, you always won't tell what death looks like before you are dead. That's the way knowledge makes me feel. You know before you do it. You feel before you believe it. And this is sad to know. I choose to think that the darkness is not made my imagination. I must come from some place. Experience ever told me . I've been some rural areas. I had seen how they treat their babies.Not health, not clean, not safe. Besides, one thing in so many, in a faraway province, young girl was being humiliated and have to walk and scrawl with nothing on under 3 young girils' direction and later she was sold to five boys who raped her. This thing happened in public,in a crowd net bar and on the street, ok, even not a rural countryside. No body speak a word when the girl is in trouble.No body called police. Use your imagination! Think about the rural areas. This news has been broadcast on TV. And the report said one line I rememebered after the show stopped:"None of human". And we are leading 21 century which means truly no happy to me. "Cause I feel after the storiy after story I heard about , HELL. And also you can see one thing from this frightened, hypnotized state of mind: why does chinese fight so stiff in war and why is life so cheap in war? They don't even need guns, powders, canons , or aircrafts. They can just use knives, arrows, sometiems even their teeth to fill their hungrey stomach. And their small head is very easy to become faithful and dreamful. They were simple then they were kind. And you can see why Mao chose peasants to be the force to beat Jiang. And rural place has the essence of living, not life. For suffering the pain, chinese knows well about it. For enjoying life and treating people, chinese is a student. Don't say 5000 civilization. Civilazation is told on man, not the Great Wall, please.