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Originally Posted by inharmony
I always wanted a boy and a girl, however, there were other plans for me in the works. I had one son, actually thought I'd rather not have anymore. Became pregnant unknowingly, then lost the baby. Couldn't seem to get pregnant again fast enough. I don't think you really truly understand your needs or wants until it is out of your hands. I did become pregnant and had a second son. Happy as hell with them  |
Loosing a baby is hard weather it is planned or not, I guy I worked with came in one week looking tired and depresses and a co-worker told that his GF had a miscarriage, he still isn't the same to this day, he is feeling better because he has a new son to take care of but that though will be with him. I can't think of how much a mess I would have been if I ever lost my Daughter I love her with my whole heart and not getting to see her everyday just makes me want to pick up and move to Switzerland, but then I'm leaving all my family and friends behind just so I can be with the 2 women I love the most....I don't think I could do that! She hasn't seen me in 4 years so her seeing me would be a big shock to her system and probably mine, I hope to get out there for a vacation in the next year or so...I miss them both(I should bring them both back with me
) But I have talked to her on the phone!