I was pregnant, then miscarried June 13th, 2004.. I'm only 20. I was happy then sad then happy after the whole miscarriage (of course I felt a great loss and i cried for a week or so off an on). The more i think about it and the more i look at kids, i think to myself... i really dont know if i even want a kid. I used to say i wanted two, now im saying ONE.. maybe one day.. none? who knows. Anyway, i respect the fact that some women dont want to have children. I think my mom shouldn't have had kids .. she's 42 with 3 kids (my younger brother is 4 yrs old) and still wants to go partying ALL the time. It's all about choice and lifestyle...nothing more .. nothing less.
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