this journal seems to be a place where one can put down thoughts that are on their mind, thoughts that they have been wondering about and maybe by the writing of them answers will come. i've been looking for just the place here to do that.
my thought is why have been members been banned from here. i can understand not following the rules. one individual i know is not allowed on here anymore.
he is a good man. his heart is pure. he likes to have a good time and a good laugh. some may find his personality quirky but we are all quirky if we look at ourselves.
i really don't know what happened in this instance. from what i can gather he spoke his mind, used his intellect and very much used his humor.
there are many members on here i don't agree with, don't particularily don't like and even some i find disscusting. there are many members on here i find very interesting, extremely intellegent. sometimes their intellegence scares me and i wonder why i come here. i feel i don't fit in here but i keep coming back hoping to find a place.
it hurts me that the banned member i spoke of is not allowed here anymore. the majority of you meant a lot to him. he was only looking for a place to fit in too.
maybe members aren't allowed to disagree, especially with the higher ups. but it seems to me this would be a place to do it and not be juged.
i've just been wondering about this. you can all kick me off if you like, i don't really care. it just makes me angry to see the other member hurting for speaking his mind.
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