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These kids must have some real issues with their own self-worth.
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I've done stuff like this in the past. Especially had fun with the voice message home number dailing websites. Just back, then submit, and pretty soon everyone in the fucking house is pissed off at 3 AM. They never did shit about it though. Eventually I stopped because I had a pang of guilt, apologized to the people, and carried on.
People definitely need to give kids closer, positive attention and to help minimize their contact with really fucked up things. I have no fucking clue what opinions and decisions were made in my little 8-10 year old mind when all that bad shit happened to me, but now I'm hateful, violent, abusive, I have a low self-esteem, I constantly make myself feel like shit, I'm suicidal, abuse drugs every single fucking day, and generally accept that I cannot change. I know I cannot change because I will not allow myself. I don't know why I feel that way, but I know I do. I feel trapped and conflicted and I see the only way out is a bullet the dome. And now I can't even buy a fucking gun for another five fucking years thanks to the fucking psychiatric hospital and all the bullshit policies surrounding that.