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I don't know. I was really turned on by the violence I saw in the videos. Really energized. I felt like going out and beating the fuck out of some people.
As disappointed as I am to know that this how I am, I like to abuse others in all sorts of ways, although I'm just beginning to become brutal physically. It feels great. At first it felt bad, but I just had to train myself to not feel guilt. Although at times I just break down and start crying when I think about it.
I also have a history of childhood abuse. Factor this in anyway you want.
This world has been a fucking crazy place for a long time. Violence has been around forever and will never die. Don't be surprised when you see shit like this.
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