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Old 08-31-2004, 10:35 PM   #22 (permalink)
CityOfAngels
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Thank you all for your responses! It's great to hear other people's insights. For all those who asked me to post 'em here, whether jokingly or not, let me say a few things:
1) I've thought about it; even before this thread was started. I said to myself, "She's hot, man! Why deprive them of such hot goodness when they all post everything they can find in the titty board for your own lurking pleasure?" But then I put it all together, and realized that the pics posted in the titty board are usually not of a personal nature, AND whoever was in the said pictures (probably) had consent of more than one person viewing the said pictures. My pictures are of a very personal nature, and I certainly don't have my ex's permission to post them online. hehe
2) Many of the pictures and videos I have of her (when I say videos, I mean the 15 second videos I can take with my digital camera) have a big "piece" of ME in them, which I know you guys wouldn't like to see. hehe. I don't want to make you all feel insecure. jk But really, would you REALLY want to see my "twanger"?
3) I thought about posting some of them with her face blurred, but then I think of all the pictures I see like that, and it just doesn't have the same effect. I for one am a "face" guy. I can't just look at a girl's t&a; I look at her completely, from her toes all the way to how she keeps her hair.

To all who responded with intelligent and heartfelt answers: THANK YOU! You're right; If I felt sad whenever I looked at my ex's pics, or if the pics automatically linked me to wanting her back or whatnot, then it would be a sign that I haven't moved on. I am happy to say that that is NOT the case! When I look at them, I look at them as a part of my past that I enjoyed quite a bit; something I can still enjoy today, yet on a lower scale of course.

Yes, I still do think of her; quite a bit actually. But it's not like it used to be. Before, it was, "WHYYYYYY!? WE WERE MEANT TO BE TOGETHER!! WHYYYYYY!?" Now, it's like, "It was a learning experience, part of which I enjoyed to the fullest." I think of the fun I had, rather than the fun I'm "missing." But alas, fond memories that touch my heart still come along when I'm alone without distraction (read my post in the "Guys what do you love most about girls" thread; that was all about her), but I think that's normal, as she was a big part of my life; even the one I lost my virginity to. So, I know I'll always remember her and hold her close to my heart, but I know what's right for me, and she's the OPPOSITE of what's right for me. What counts is that I realize that.

Once again, thank you all for your comments!

P.S. For those who asked: She is extremely hot, and extremely naked.

P.S.S. Cool! I got a comment from Halx! Rock on!

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