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My shortterm goals are: Studying sociology, because I want my ideas to have some influence. From university I hope to learn how to present ideas successfully and get qualifications that make people listen to me. However it's hard for me to focus on the tasks I get posed. I never before had to do something, that was at the same time (1) not the most interesting thing I could imagine to do and (2) people didn't force me to. I cannot focus, when I sit in front of the book I cannot concentrate, when I try to write I cannot think of anything. Part of that is, that it's 2 years since the end of school and recently I have mainly watched movies/tv-shows, surfed for pr0n and listened to music. I don't have much self-esteem left and I'm not entirely convinced I'm able to do stuff at all.
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