I'd already been hit on by several other girls before I met this one, so I haven't clinged to the first girl. But this girl was different from the others, and that's why I feel bad. Sure, school hasn't started, but I still wish I could contact her. It's rather difficult to find a cool college woman who doesn't drink or smoke. Hell, for all I know this girl could be just another partier, but I can't know until I ask her about it.
Roboshark, I understand what you're saying about who cares if I feel silly. However, since I'm on a clean slate coming into college, I worry that if I start looking like a stalker people will spread the word. But you are right, sex doesn't matter to me; if it did, I could go out tonight and pick up some loser at a party with ease.
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