I have never once denied that I started it, nor have I said that I don't claim responcability for what I did. I know what I did was wrong, but this is not about him violating my trust. It's about what he said that was totally uncalled for, rude, and below the belt. I have bit my tounge many times to prevent him from mean things I have wanted to say many times, as a friend should do. If he won't pay me the same respect, then I see no reason why I should continue my friendship with him. Also, this is not the first time he has opened his mouth when I had asked him not to. I recently found out that nearly everything I have ever confided to him, he delibratly repeated to a mutual friend or his mother. That is not what a friend does. If I had wanted the other friend to know, I would have told him. I am not manipulating anyone, nor am I trying to shirk away from what I did. That is not mentioned, implied, or hinted at once in my original post. If you feel that way, you misinterpreted it very badly. I know what I did, I know it caused pain, and I know it was wrong. Thank you so very much for pointing something I have to live with every day and that causes me pain every day out to me. Like I didn't already have someone doing that. Thanks, so very much.
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