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Well as far as everything that's been said about the trust issue, I guess I'll just accept what you guys are saying. I personally just view it not as a trust issue, but a paranoia issue. I just worry, but not about relationships and other people, just everything. I think too much, I guess. But I mean I can definitely see where all of you are coming from, but I still just don't see it that way. I don't think that anything bad is going to happen, I really don't. I KNOW that she's NOT going to cheat on me. I wish I had never mentioned my little plan now, because it's really not that big of an issue. It's the smallest qualm I have with the long distance relationship. It really is. It's been blown way out of proportion. The only reason I mentioned it was to keep the "she'll probably fuck around on you" posts from occurring, because I felt that they were unneccesary and unhelpful. But that's OK, I appreciate everyone's concern.
What I'm truly worried about is that we'll just drift apart. I think it could just happen. I think that oftentimes it's exactly what does happen. But I mean please understand, this girl is convinced that she wants to be with me. She has already made up her mind to skip her Junior year and graduate this year to be with me.
Now, I told her to please not do that for me, because I don't want her to make such a huge decision like that, when she could very well regret later. But she claims it's not for me, that it's something she wants to do. So that's fine. What I'm getting at is, I'm probably just young and naive, but I feel like this is really something special. I'm not at all worried about "missing out", I just don't buy into that whole concept. I'm going to college with three of my best friends, and we will have fun, and we will do so without me doing anything to jeopardize my relationship.
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