Master_Shake

That's kind of the whole point, I'm not happy about the person I am.

I have this. I considered writing a post describing the many situations I find myself uncormfortable in and the disasterous results this has had on my professional and social life but then I realized that such venting wouldn't do any good and would only be perceived as a pity-party. So instead; yes, I have social anxiety disorder and I am glad of it. It has helped prevent me from falling victim to acts of sheer stupidity (such a drinking and driving) in high school and college. It has helped keep me healthy by preventing the transmission of viruses and germs because I interact with so few people. It has even allowed me to keep most of my depressingly low income because I am too frightened of women to start a relationship, get married, have kids, then get divorced and have to pay spousal or child support.

Hooray for social anxiety disorder!!

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You know something, I don't think the sun even... exists... in this place. 'Cause I've been up for hours, and hours, and hours, and the night never ends here.