I am also pretty nihilistic, certainly as far as external forces go; but I do recognize that some things feel good, while others do not. I pursue things that feel good and reject those that do not. Unlike committed hedonists I also recognize that there is a pretty good chance of living for a decent stretch of time 60-80 years, and that a good slow burn is better overall than a short flameout.
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You know something, I don't think the sun even... exists... in this place. 'Cause I've been up for hours, and hours, and hours, and the night never ends here.
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