::Walks up to you. Taps you on the forehead::
Sounds to me like it's mostly mental. You're thinking that the condom's going to make you soft, and therefore what you think comes true.
Perhaps just the feeling of the condom itself has caused a subconscious reaction in your body. Regardless of the actual cause (maybe a bad previous experience? maybe just suggestion...), you either need to strongly believe that a condom will not make you soft, or find a new form of birthcontrol.
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