Hey all. Day six and I am hanging tough. I got 2 hrs. of "sleep" last night. I watched the whole first season of the Soprano's, took 4 HOT showers and read the "Library Police" from Stephen King. Today a pretty girl smiled at me on campus, I am starting to feel human again. I also went to health services today and got honest, Dr. looked me over and gave me a stern lecture and a clean bill of health, Thank God.
I wish I could move back to Colorado, but I have school and I can't just pick up and go. But you have all offered some pretty sage advice and I plan on taking advantage of it. My sense of humor is coming back which is nice because for the first few days I was an emotional mess. I feel like I have gotten to know you guys and that feels really good, life was kind of vacant for a while, if you know what I mean.
I will keep you all posted,, it makes me feel like I have accomplished something to be able to post and tell you all that I am still holding on.
Peace,
Wallace 1
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Midway in the journey of our life I came to myself in a dark wood, for the straight way was lost.
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