I see you have received many replies already, many of them true and helpful.
I have done it before, more than I wish I did, but not enough to toast my brain.
This is the la-la drug, I call it, because you act as if you are in la-la land. everything is grand, wonderful, perfect, everyone around you is beautiful. You may feel a sense of oneness and at peace, it's quite the "unnatural" spiritual feeling. It heightened my awareness of the meaning PLUR (you may know what that means if you've been in the party/dance scene)- but it makes all sense when you are on it that all there is is peace, Love, Unity, and Respect- usually that's what people feel when they are on it.
Of course, this drug has adverse side-effects, unlike other drugs, you don't crash coming down, you just can't go to sleep for a long time- about 24 hours, depending on how potent it is. And be aware of so many replicas or laced tabs. There are sites out there that can explain what the different sorts are and what to look for.
Once is okay to try, but it can sure fry your brain after a while- known too many people who have gone almost comatose, they are almost zombies even off the drug. I don't recommend it, but I don't condemn it- just be aware.
So, if you haven't yet, be ready for plenty of fuzzy feelings, touchy-feely impulses, and a perma-smile. You feel very euphoric and all depending on how you react to it, you may talk a lot or may not talk much at all. You may feel like just taking in the whole experience from the sidelines. You are pretty aware of your surrounding, although all might seem "trippy" and out of focus, you have heightened awareness, and sometimes even dillusions (not like acid or shrooms, tho). The thing that bugged me when I did it was eye twitches and when people would come up and do those glowstick shows 2 in. away from my face.
Be careful- you just take your time, be aware, I never regretted anything, especially in what I said (I didn't say much), but as for actions, I had a boyfriend (my husband now) and so I was touchy feely with him only and the whole sexual experience was heightened. So you may feel that way with almost anyone you feel attracted to, so watch your limits.
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Originally posted by Hat
But this is a big concern for me. Saying something along those lines may have repurcussions socially, and even if only minor, it's something I'd rather not deal with...which I guess is my dilemma.
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You should never feel afraid to express yourself Who cares what people think. E will make you speak the truth- most likely the truth that you didn't realize you knew about something or someone. But don't let that go beyond- it could give people the wrong impression, but that doesn't matter. You are you. I remember that E did help me not be afraid to express myself- why should I be? And- still, 7 years past, I can still see the peace, love, unity, and respect for all people who come into my path and I share my feelings with people. That's what makes me stronger.