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One...dreaming about ex's, no matter how far gone in the past, is perfectly normal. Hell, I still have the occasional dream about a certain little redhaired angel from...let's see...shit, 25 years ago. Ouch!
Two. Leave...it...alone. Enjoy your dreams, and keep them for yourself. Don't kid yourself...you want more than just a casual "Hi, how are you doing?". After all these years (15 in your case) there is probably someone else. How would you feel if your SO suddenly had an old boyfriend, from 15 years ago, pop out of nowhere? In fact...had to do a lot of leg work just to find her? Besides...there is no way on this earth, or in heaven, that she could possibly measure up to your "memory" of her. Memories are very falible, and subject to our own wishes and desires.
No, just enjoy the dreams. They at least, are your own.
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"I distrust those people who know so well what God wants them to do because I notice it always coincides with their own desires." - Susan B. Anthony
"Hedonism with rules isn't hedonism at all, it's the Republican party." - JumpinJesus
It is indisputable that true beauty lies within...but a nice rack sure doesn't hurt.
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