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I sway with the numbness my mind is a blur
All of the while I seem to be blue
A droplet of blood falls I feel just a prick
Winding up dead might just do the trick
Below's where I'm hiding I follow the sound
Loving this pain a new wave I've found
Letting go now might just be to easy
I've grown quite accustomed to feeling this sleazy
Blaming myself for all of the woes
Depression is great when thats how it goes
If snapping is nice then let me be me
Holding on tight might just be the key
The grasp of it's grip has got me wound tight
A look at myself may give me a fright
The sponge soaks me in as I run for some more
My foot is stuck tight as I won't close the door
A web of deciet spun tighter than one
Whatever I've left I sure feel it none
Hope is a place I lost when I ran
From to a small boy that slammed into a man
A spark from a flame burnt me through to the core
Feeling alright has been gone I am sure
I look to the lake to remind me of you
A taste's all I get of insanity's stew
Up from my bowels I emit quite a stench
I stand and I quiver atop this brick fence
I wonder today if I want a tommorow
Enjoying this ride while I bask in my sorrow
A slap from a kid brings me up to a place
Wanting release from another cold face
I swing when I walk as my axis is twisted
I look at my hands as they seem to be fisted
I want to feel bad cause inside it feels right
I realize I'm scared as I don't like this height
The bloods dried and craked as I want to bleed often
The dull pain inside somehow won't seem to soften
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And as she plays,
her sweet song of laughter
floats through the air
and warms my heart
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