No way could I work a desk job and be a "weekend warrior" just to have a little more stability. My life is in the sky and if I was sitting at a desk I would be home more, but I would be a miserable son of a bitch every day from dealing with some prick boss, office politics and staring at the sky every day wondering "what if." Flying a slow ass putt putt cessna on the weekend will so not satisfy my flying bug. You should have known the work involved with this career before you got into it. I can't stand and I'm tired of people bitching that they hate their jobs and that they wouldn't recommend this career to others. This career is very hard work and the only people who will succeed in it are the people who are dedicated to it and have a passion for it. If you hate it so much GET OUT!!! No one's making you stay.
(Who knows, mabye you're on my seniority list
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