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Update!! It always feels better to get the story right from the actual person. It wasn't quite as bad as what I had thought, but still painful. We finally were able to talk it all out. He is regretful and he hates himself. Which he should. Maybe because I am only his second girlfriend (we are both 20) he felt the need to see what else was out there. Now, I am not making excuses for him because he is not off the hook and he knows it. It will take time and a lot of communication for us to go on. I feel better until I let my mind wander and I visualize him with someone else. I guess all I can do is wait and see how the trip goes.
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