Thanks for all the advice so far. You guys make it easier. I still haven't talked to him. The big problem is that I will be flying up there to see him thursday. Couldn't he have waited for me to get there?? I would've gladly had sex with him. So now I'm trying to decide if I should stay with him or a mutual friend when I get there.
I thought he did have a lot to offer. He was so wonderful before all of this. We were like best friends who were in a relationship. And I guess I just don't want to give up on what we had. No I really never had any doubts about him cheating. We had just made this pact that if we ever had the urge to mess around with someone else we'd just end the relationship and not cause the other the pain of finding that out.
He'd always tell me that I'd be the one hurting him in the end. I'd find someone better and break up with him. What a joke.
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