I was that cheaqter, and I must admit it was hard to not cheat for a while.. Mostly I think it was a maturity thing.. I was more into th ethrill of the chase and not the relationship..
I've since grown up and am with a woman I love who gives me everything I need and more and with whom I can be myself for good or bad. I think it was a combination of being with the right person at the right time of my life.
If I could take back all the wrongs I've done I would.. But for me, I've learned form my mistakes and won't repeat them.. My g/f was one of the women I cheated on my ex with, she knows all about the others ( I was a distraction to her at the time as she likes to call me) I love her and trust her and I believe she feels the same for me..
I finally allowed myself to be loved she has given me that love.. the sex is just an added bonus.
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