Seer666

Lurkete, I would like to tell you I know what you are going though, but I can't. I was there once myself, but everyperson deals with and feels about a situation differnt then everyone else. What I can do, is make a few pointers about how I came about, and hope that we are similer enough for my advise to be usefull to you. I have to start by saying, that Yakk made a good point, and it's the route I took long long ago. When I was young, I hated myself. I was always trying to fit in, be like everyone else, make people love me. Then I had an eye opening revilation. I fucking hated these people. Why did I compair myself to these people and want them to like me? After that I stopped looking out and started looking in. People are a sad lot when you look at them as a whole. And from what I've seen from you so far, you are better then they are. I know we haven't really said word one to each other, but I've read your posts, and some of what you ahev been though. Lot of people make other good points here. Find a hobby, ect. What works for me when I start really getting down and out is one simple phrase. "I am god". What I mean by that is, there is no one other then me that is responsible for or able to change who I am. I can not pass the buck, I can not point fingers and say "You made me do it". In the end, everything I am and do comes down to me. And there are people out there much more deserving my hate then myself. You are a smart girl, and from what I've seen sexy as hell, I love the hair, BTW. Purple is my fav color, and just a good person over all. I see the makings of god all over you. Don't look to other people for your selfworth. no one can give that to you, at least not any kind that matters, and no one can take it from you unless you let them. I know there are a lot of people here who know you, much beter then I could hope to, and I think they will agree with my assesment of your charms. But not a damn one of us matter in the end. Only you matter, and only you can fix what you see as a problem. All the rest of us can do is give you words of advise, give you an ear when you need it, and hope that you find away to see yourself as the rest of us do. I don't know if any of this helps, but it is all I can offer for now. That and an offer to pm me if you ever just need to talk to someone a little bit out side your normal circle of conversations, or just want someone to rant to. I truely hope you find what it is you need.

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