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My loser status has been proven indefinitely.
I spent the whole weekend with this girl that I'm really into. Spent the night having a party at her house Saturday. Met her dad on Sunday and went to the beach. We had a nice dinner afterwards. When we got back to the E.L. we went hot tubbing.
Tonight I went out to the bar with my friends and she was there, think she was interested in my bro. I wasn't drinking.
Went back to the bar later because I had a funny feeling. Talked to her for a minute, and then watched some people play pool. Saw her with some dude around her arm, and later they were kissing. Played it cool, went to the bathroom and they were gone.
I'm not really suprised, but definitely heartbroken. I've been through this pattern a billion times before.
This has got to end. I have to do something or I'm going to drive myself insane. I tend to be a pretty emotional person, my heart can't take another one of these.
God bless those of you that feel the same way.
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Convictions are more dangerous enemies of truth than lies.
Frederich Nietzsche
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